Saturday, January 31, 2009

The Little Drops..

Once upon a time, there was a small village.. It was lined up with vegetation everywhere.. Lush green trees, kachchi roads, where everyone used their cycles to travel. N it was monsoon.. The best time of the year.. People used to curse it at times though.. There was always a danger of floods, then there would be mud everywhere, n u couldn't get anywhere without getting wet..

But he liked it, rather he loved it. Every time it used to rain, he never missed it. He would go out and soak himself in the water.. Alone. He would pick up his cycle and go on the muddy road to no where.. The trees soothed him.. While he would be riding the cycle, he would look at the sky and try to see where is the water dripping from. N there suddenly a drop would hit his eye straight.. N he would lose his balance and fall off.. N instead of getting up, he would start laughing and rolling.. Lying on his back, he would stop worrying where the drops were coming from and just open his mouth to taste the sweetness of the water, scented by the lush green of the vegetation!

One such rainy day, he went to the railway station of the village. Just like that.. he had nothing else to do.. There was only one train that used to visit his village in the whole day. It was still some time that it would arrive.. He parked his cycle and went to the platform.. The tracks were witnessing the small grass growing through them.. Everything was damp as far as he could see.. The smell of the metal was blending with the odor of the damp soil.. As the time to board the train came near, he sat down on the bench.. He loved to see people in commotion! People talking to each other, people sitting alone, people thinking something. He would try to concentrate on them, their facial expressions, trying to make out what exactly is it that they were thinking.. He would wonder if he would ever get his assumptions verified, but he was always sure that he knew. In fact, he held this opinion that only by merely watching a person closely for a while, you can know the person inside out!

As the train moved in to the platform, it seemed that the whole village had flooded the station. The chai-wallah kept running from window to window, the Kooli kept persuading the old man to pass his luggage to him.. The boy just kept watching amusingly. Then, after a few minutes, the engine made a groan. The station-master whistled aloud, n the coaches started to move.. Suddenly, he spotted in a distance, a guy's gaze fixed at a window. He looked and he just looked. as if the world had stopped for him. The boy wondered what was it that was keeping him in such a state. Something on the guy's face told him that his life would never be the same again.. The little boy was noticing that perhaps he was trying to form a sentence or two in his mind that he would find suitable enough to speak at such an occasion, but his throat was going dry as the boy could notice by the strains on his throat's muscles.

As the window moved closer to the boy's bench, he saw.. a hand clinching the window bars.. Delicate as they looked, they conveyed the same emotions as the guy's eyes.. They held on to the bars, as if just by putting all her might in holding them, the girl would be able to tear them apart. The train was picking up speed, so was the guy.. Oblivious to the world around him, his gaze was still fixed, but his steps matched up with the speed of the train. it was a small village, and the platform reflected this completely in its length.. Even when the train had not gathered much speed, the guy reached end of the platform.. He still ran by the side of the, next to the vegetation, knowing fully the wastefulness of his efforts!

As the engine threw clouds of black smoke into the pristine air, the guy decided to stop the chase and come back to the world in which he was now alone. Still exhausted from the chase, he suddenly stopped in front of the boy, and sat down next to him on the bench. The little boy was suddenly nervous, he could hear the rhythm of the guy's breaths. He didn't know what to do, n then suddenly he felt some moistness on his small hand. Confused, he looked at it and when he understood what it was, looked at the guy. For the first time, they made an eye contact. N all the boy could see was himself in the guy's damp eyes..

The platform was again starting to bear the deserted look with silence setting in. The few moments of commotion receded to a past that looked distant. Very soon the sun would set down, the silence will give way to the buzz of the jhingurs.

And in a distance, a back was pressed against the seat to the window, eyes closed.

And the train moved away into a landscape silhoutted by the greens.

Friday, January 30, 2009

The Hungry Tide by Amitav Ghosh



My return to fiction couldn't have been more exciting than this! Having experimenting with a lot of work in non-fiction, I picked up this book on the recommendation of a friend and I know I didn't regret it!


Somehow, the intial pages reminded me a lot of Roy's God of Small Things.. No, it doesn't depict siblings craving for each other. What I mean to imply is it leaves u with a smell of fresh air, the scent of river with you, the way Roy's book left you with the taste of pickles. The descriptions of the Sunderbans are vivid to say the least. Never for a moment I felt I had gone out of Sunderbans. N having completed teh book now, I long to goto Sunderbans. Even the way "Lucibari", the place in the Tidal Coasts of West bengal, leaves you yearning. The charms of a small town, couldn't have looked better than Ghosh's description. The entire landscape comes to life in front of you eyes. The animate descriptions of dialy cycles of tides - Jowar, the Bhata, with the big cat making its presence felt at regular intervals create a world that kept me hooked to the book.

For the story, it is about Piya, a woman of Indian origin and troubled past who finds her way into the labirynths of Bengal whiel researching the enigmatic river dolphins. On her way she meets Kanai, a middle aged who is tracing his roots back to the same place to read the notebook left by his now dead uncle. While a fisherman Fokir helps Piya in her quest, Kanai discovers through his uncle's notebook the history of the circustances in which he died and how the lives of everyone around Kanai were connected and entangled.

Surprisingly, the book asked a few questions that got lost in the narrative. For e.g. one of female characters Kusum, after starving for days together wonders on the existence of the people who value animals' lives more than people's; about people who would kill men to save trees. Or about the fate of refugees. More philosophically what Kanai's old aunt asks him in end.. Why is it that poets have everyone to speak for them, while no one sees any poetry in the strong, the ones who try to build things!
The beauty of the book is really not the story, but the words that the author has chosen. If you are looking for some edge of seat kind of suspense or fast pace, this may not be the best of the books to read. But for someone who wants to experience a place he never has been to, for someone who likes nature, for someone who is as relaxed as I am these days, there could have been nothing better!

By the way, as the story reaches its climax, there is a lot of mention about the name of this blog! :) Never knew how it actually felt to be in the eye of storm! Quite literally that is..

For now I think i'll continue my affair with fiction :)

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Chocolat!

I was driving back home tonight n i was feeling damn damn hungry. Checked my bag to find if Ma had put anything to eat in it.. N I found something which brought an instant smile! It was my favorite Finnish mist chocolate Karl Fazer Marianne! Yeah!

Quickly I ate a couple of pieces. When I had to halt at the red light, I told myself that no one can now stop me from finishing it before I reach home! But then I saw something. A street urchin.. a girl child.. maybe 5 yrs old.. was askin for money, from the driver of the car before me.. N suddenly out of impulse, I honked n called her.. Gave her my chocolate.. She cudn't recognize the unfamiliar wrapper, so I had to tell her.. "Chocolate hai ye!!" She heard me n asked... "Chocolate?????? Sachchi???" N when I nodded, I saw perhaps one of the most happiest smile! She grinned ear to ear, started jumping n tellin her friends that she got a "Chocolate!!!"

Suddenly I realized that the car behind me has started honking as the signal turned green.. I slowly pulled over, watching the girl disappear in my rear view mirror, still happy with her conquest.. I hope she liked it and enjoyed it!

There are some things money can't buy, but then... there are many which it can!